looks like its been a long time since i blog

dont really have time man

its already the last day of CNY and things have been moving fast this year
not very fast but at least its already March tomorrow already!

weather is so fuckingggg hot these days

out from the shower and im already sweating

WTF

RAIN RAIN RAIN!

22nd birthday passed with my lovely girl

my 3rd birthday with her already man

thanks baby!

as simple as it seems, but i could see the time and thought she put into it.

=))



P/S: please dont take my sunshine away... =D

throwing whatever weights im lifting off my hands when im done.

and yes, im fucking pissed and fustrated at how they are destroying every single dumbbell we use to have.

had to quarrell with the instructor again.

the gym once had 30kg dumbells which are the heaviest, and now we are only left with 25kg.

whats worse??

im even told that the dumbells would only be left with 20kgs.

they might as well make it a all ladies gym.

this is so fucking ridiculous that i even requested a fucking refund for my membership which i renewed recently.

it could be the management that initiated it or the fellow instructor that did it, but whatever it is its still...FUCKED UP!

have already consider changing to cali to train, i'll see if im able to get some promotional rates.

its so hard to survive with this little allowance let alone choose the gym i wan to train in...

anyway

musclewar was a blast yesterday.

held at NUS with decent lightings and a great show.

it feels great to be supporting your frens on stage

realy damn cool and excited.
so great to see new champions especially when they are your frens!

as of now
im posted to lim chu kang camp 2.
as a storeman.
lucky me, never even get to stay in.

gotta thank my OC for his understanding man!
pheww!

goodbyee 2009

a year passes real quick
back in 2008, i was still in cloud nine coming off from a victory in the junior nationals.
but now, im here feeling fucked up, desperately anticipating for my PINK IC.
a thing which im happy for is i'm so motivated to get my certification, went for the CPR course this past sunday and i'm looking forward to the next course;BEC.
though cashflow is definitely a problem, so im gonna wait for chinese new year when the angbaos come in to enroll for the next course..

so here it is, farewell 2009
its never the happiest year in my life.

why?

its a year i lose my fucking freedom to do something i hate but still cant escape from.

its a year i realise how fucking stingy the government is with the fucking low allowance yet such expensive living in this country.

its a year which really taught me to remain strong and brave through all shit just to get pass the fucking complusory 2 years.

enough of the fucking complains and although 2010 may not be any better too, but here i am, still willing to welcome the year  2010!!

had a real filling dinner at Aston's

didnt went to suntec for it, but rather a foodcourt at Yew Tee

coffeeshop pricing, restaurant quality

fucking worth it man, im loving beef

every week i make sure i get a serving of steak

loving it!

just found out theres so many festives coming up

xmas, new year's eve, anniversary

not forgetting chinese new year and valentine crash on the same day.

fuck, im just so broke these days.

maybe i'll just pick a couple of it to celebrate thats all.

:)

just applied for my CPR course

its just a step to get my ass going for fitness instructor certification.

hope all goes well, shal make use of the weekends i have to pursue something i love.

heeeeHAAAa

guess im gonna change camp or places again

they just found out that my PES status and 'job' doesnt match

damnit, im just hoping for the best right now

hopefully i'll get posted somewhere great...

it took them 2months to find out that there was something wrong...

the so called "EFFICIENCY" of the s-a-f

dont make me laugh man...

14th November

-Night Of Tunes-

 her work place performance night with the little kids/students of hers

the kids were cute and very adorable

overall the entire performancer quite good also la, they are still kids, cant expect much from them, just appreciate what they sing or play enough already, after all they are so adorable that you wont even be bothered with how bad they sing.

=D

Getting There...

106kg currently

still 4kg shy from my aim.

big, round, bloated, fat whatever you guys can call it, i wouldnt be bothered anyway.

HAHAHA

still trying ways to increase my weight, which is kinda hard due to NS, i've done everything i could keeping my budget to a minimum, guess its still an accomplishment for me to hit this weight instead of my initital aim of 110kg...

on a bright side, theres still at least 10 weeks for me to work towards my aim, before i get diet down after chinese new year!!

wooo!

=)

time passes real quick

6mths have passed
1.5yrs more to go before i get done with this so called "NATIONAL SERVICE"
had a really wonderful night yesterday with my little girl
got almost the entire night to ourselves
its been so long since we get to enjoy teeny weeny bits of our lives together
=)

i've got some plans next year

just praying hard that i'll be able to get in the HeartSaver CPR course and get certified by end of this year.

thats just the start of my plan, more to come.

all i need is money to get things done..

hopefully my parents will help me out on this...

its the good old bulking season and im at 104kg now!

just 6kg shy from my target!

feeling really heavy and round

my plan is to do a semi-dieting phase after chinese new year and plan my next move thereafter.

=)

as for NS life,

although im a PES E9L9, but im still posted to HQ Air Force Training Command as a armament technician.

initially i was so eager to revocate to be a clerk, but for now, i guess i'll just let nature take its course.

since they didnt revocate me as a clerk, i shall just continue my jobscope till new posting order comes.

hahaa

friday was my first day at HQ AFTC

althought its damn far from bukit panjang, but doesnt matter.

a direct bus to eunos from pending lrt, followed by another bus to my camp takes only an hour.

the life is pretty great at there too, stay out vocation too.

which is why i dont wish to be a clerk for now

the office for us is air-conditioned too, what more can i expect!

the only down side over there which i could think of is there isnt any early fall out, everyone goes home punctually as stated in the daily routine orders.

HAHAHA

'MJ's - This Is It'

movie is filling up damn fast, hopefully i'll be able to catch it later

damn, im so broke that i could not even do online booking.

im starting to get addicted to MJ songs too, my girl and i even felt like buying one his DVD; History on films.

but nah, didnt get it, thought the $7.50could be spend on something more useful.

=D

went to train real early this morning

despite its an off day, woke up at 6.30am and got my arse in the gym by 10am.

shiiiooookkk

and im now rotting away waiting for get a good night sleep!

=D

anyway

guess its time to settle my stuff.

its taking so damn long, you just cant trust anyone to get things done for you.

i wish to go out of course now, i dont even have the mood to work anymore.

all i think about is getting my stuff settled and get posted out quickly.
fuck damn it.

how cool it is to fufill my own dreams

 hopefully all goes well and let me train/eat and live my NS life happily ever after

no R.e.s.e.r.v.i.s.T is what im looking forward to.

=D

anyway

just found out that next year chinese new year falls on the 14 & 15th febuary

valentine's day too!

double double joy..

time passes so fast, a minute passed is a minute closer to ORD!

spent my weekends morning watching the live webcast of MR OLYMPIA 2009, as usual im a JAY CUTLER FAN!

 damn, the whole competition is so tough, almost everyone looked their best and its so hard to judge who will win.

but the moment when Jay stepped on stage, i knew hes gonna win it this time.

hes in his best shape ever compared to the years before...

a new hair cut and a new record in the history of the bodybuilding world. no one have lose and win it back again in the records.

he's not only huuuggeee but also ripped to the bone!

Jay is the man!!

one day i must go over and attend the event!

hopefully it will still be in las vegas!

=D

back home this morning from guard duty on saturday.

the only shit was its 24hrs and its so hard to pass, i read through the entire newspaper and thats how bored i am in the guardroom.
lucky i managed to bring in 3 meals of mine and 4 servings of protein shakes with oats, if not i'm definitely going to starve to death over there.

mosquitos just loves me, kept on attacking me when im sleeping.

finally this month's duty is over, hopefully it will maintain at the rate of 1-2 duties a month

=D


anyway
life is pretty great at my current camp
just found my favourite canteen
at a reasonable price with a huge serving!
western food for the win!
they even have sirloin steak and mix grill man
its going to be great for my bulking phase, damn shiok
i'm gonna be there at least once a week to get the calories in!
MUAHAHAHAHA

good old off-season...

at times i've been wondering, when can i compete again??
i wish to do it again but not now during NS, the messed up times for my meals and the little amount of allowance... sian..

so now, i decided to look at the brighter side of life and go with plans of mine for this 2yrs of NS life.

after talking to my fellow training buddies about it, decided that i'll take this 2yrs and bulk up as much as possible to pack on the mass. The reason is i know i needed to be a whole lot bigger in order to compete again in the next level, its not easy neither is it tough, i believe i can do it again!

This 2yrs will allow me to bring up lagging bodyparts of mine which i've been trying to improve on right now... so ya as of now, i'm tipping the scale at around 101kg, and im aiming towards 110kg this time round.. not sure how long it will take, but ya, i'll get to 110kg before i decide my next move!

i'm just gonna make sure, i'll be bigger and better the next time i step on stage!
yeeeeeha!!! nobody gonna stop me!!!

=D

seems like blogger has a problem when posting, theres no more templates??? cant even upload a pic up here..

anyway, it just feels so wierd to be posted to a new camp, without the welfare we used to get when we are still in the training institute. just cant wait to be attached out to somewhere nearer to my house. As for now, its just about me adapting to a new place again, i hate changes and i really hate it, luckily my diet isnt screwed upside down yet.

im so damn poor now, i dont even have the mood or rather MONEY to go to town and check ION out, i wanna buy clothes but its seriously so hard to save up these days, just meeting my girl for a decent meal on saturdays is all i could afford for now.. sighh.... 1.5weeks more for next aloowance...damn it!

3.5hours more to my little girl's 21st birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

course is coming to an end next wednesday, cant bear to leave this place man. one of the best training institute in the army already. sian, dont even know how life will be when i get posted out. hopefully all things go well and im still able to eat sleep lift! HAHAHA!

and damn, life is bored without a camera phone. cant take pics when you suddenly wish to, cant take pics when you didnt bring your digicam. oh fuck man...

had dinner with my girl family and relatives last night

purpose of the dinner was an early celebration for my little girl 21st birthday

im like so excited the entire day man, just so afraid that i'll get clumsy and spill something or break something. although not my first time eating with her family, but its my first time with her relatives! her relatives are nice to me and introduced themselves to me la, they know me before i even know them. thats so wierd, all thanks to facebook!

HAHAHAH


right now, im feeling like a puffed up teddy bear
i've hit 102KG on the scale with my gym attire on
i feel like a fucking balloon now, i wish i could diet now, but my schedule is just so packed, i hardly got time to sit down to even read the papers during weekdays. as bad as it sounds, but im still enjoying my life as i get to do the things i love, i seriously cant complain anymore.

today is national day, but im not even feeling the atmosphere of it.
its so wierd, maybe thats what happen as the years passed and i grow older.
everything changes, im now contemplating if i should go and study again or go straight to the working society after my NS, if i were to study again, it wont be at Ngee Ann, but rather i'll try to enroll into Sports & Exercise Science in Republic Poly.
i just wish to do something i'm interested in...

shall see how it goes ba, so many things to re-consider if im back to study, need to get a part time job to survive also.
fuck it.
HOW HOW HOW???!?!?

all thanks to weekend guard duty tomorrow. i cant even enjoy my sunday. its gonna be a 24hours duty till monday morning and get back to work in the afternoon. damn... but i shall not complain so much since im lucky enough to be sitting in the office and picking up calls/issueing visitor passes. HAHAHAHA


i seriously hate it when my diet gets fucked. kept on consoling myself that it will only be for 1 day! 1 day!

something is missing in my life for these upcoming 5 days...

and i'm missing her even though its not even 1 day yet.

so far far away from me!

damn...

hopefully time passes fast this week!

just got back from arms training

shiok man
able to train 5 days a week is a blessing to me
current weight is fluctuating between 99kg-99.5kg
just a few more grams to 100kg!
HAHAHA!

cant wait for tomorrow night to come

gonna go fry my legs and make my calves grow tomorrow!
=D

today is sunday but i dont even have the mood to have fun
must prepare all my uniform
must polish my damn boots
but fuck care already, polish till i tulan, using liquid kiwi these days.
fucking shiok man...

easy peasy...
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
"if you are not cheating, you are not trying"

transformers is fucking nice

watched it with my girl ytd
damn, hopefully there will be another one in the near future again.
=D

anyway
im officially undergoing the weapon technician course.. so cool man, 12 guns for me to learn, repair and explore but it is a bitch when it comes to cleaning.
but afterall, im still pretty happy to be as a weapon tech instead of repairing those shitass tanks.

been watching michael jackson's videos lately
just find its really a pity that hes gone just like this and i didnt learn to appreciate his songs until he was gone. after listening songs after songs of his, i truely respect this genius as one of the best ever and he'll be my idol from now on.
guess i gonna learn moonwalk and use it in my competition posing routine next time...

HAHAHA

every song of his comes with a sensational feeling
every move of his on stage is fucking slick and sweet.

guess there wont be anyone that can come close to what he achieved.
R.I.P

bodybuilding, my girl and army

trying to balance everything out now too; its tough but i believe i can do it.

first week at my new vocation
nothing of a woo-ha

so many breaks are given to us daily
9am - teabreak

12pm - lunch

3pm - teabreak
5.30pm - book out!
at least im able to consume my meals now, and i've been packing meals there since day 1.
=)

anyway
i'm back in the gym training hard again

current weight is 95kg
its the good old bulking phase and i wish i can make full use of it, although army may be a factor hindering my progress, but fuck it. i will do it for whatever it takes.

lets see if im able to do it to reach 100kg..
i'm back for redemption!
HAHAHA