spent my weekends morning watching the live webcast of MR OLYMPIA 2009, as usual im a JAY CUTLER FAN!

 damn, the whole competition is so tough, almost everyone looked their best and its so hard to judge who will win.

but the moment when Jay stepped on stage, i knew hes gonna win it this time.

hes in his best shape ever compared to the years before...

a new hair cut and a new record in the history of the bodybuilding world. no one have lose and win it back again in the records.

he's not only huuuggeee but also ripped to the bone!

Jay is the man!!

one day i must go over and attend the event!

hopefully it will still be in las vegas!

=D

back home this morning from guard duty on saturday.

the only shit was its 24hrs and its so hard to pass, i read through the entire newspaper and thats how bored i am in the guardroom.
lucky i managed to bring in 3 meals of mine and 4 servings of protein shakes with oats, if not i'm definitely going to starve to death over there.

mosquitos just loves me, kept on attacking me when im sleeping.

finally this month's duty is over, hopefully it will maintain at the rate of 1-2 duties a month

=D


anyway
life is pretty great at my current camp
just found my favourite canteen
at a reasonable price with a huge serving!
western food for the win!
they even have sirloin steak and mix grill man
its going to be great for my bulking phase, damn shiok
i'm gonna be there at least once a week to get the calories in!
MUAHAHAHAHA

good old off-season...

at times i've been wondering, when can i compete again??
i wish to do it again but not now during NS, the messed up times for my meals and the little amount of allowance... sian..

so now, i decided to look at the brighter side of life and go with plans of mine for this 2yrs of NS life.

after talking to my fellow training buddies about it, decided that i'll take this 2yrs and bulk up as much as possible to pack on the mass. The reason is i know i needed to be a whole lot bigger in order to compete again in the next level, its not easy neither is it tough, i believe i can do it again!

This 2yrs will allow me to bring up lagging bodyparts of mine which i've been trying to improve on right now... so ya as of now, i'm tipping the scale at around 101kg, and im aiming towards 110kg this time round.. not sure how long it will take, but ya, i'll get to 110kg before i decide my next move!

i'm just gonna make sure, i'll be bigger and better the next time i step on stage!
yeeeeeha!!! nobody gonna stop me!!!

=D

seems like blogger has a problem when posting, theres no more templates??? cant even upload a pic up here..

anyway, it just feels so wierd to be posted to a new camp, without the welfare we used to get when we are still in the training institute. just cant wait to be attached out to somewhere nearer to my house. As for now, its just about me adapting to a new place again, i hate changes and i really hate it, luckily my diet isnt screwed upside down yet.

im so damn poor now, i dont even have the mood or rather MONEY to go to town and check ION out, i wanna buy clothes but its seriously so hard to save up these days, just meeting my girl for a decent meal on saturdays is all i could afford for now.. sighh.... 1.5weeks more for next aloowance...damn it!

3.5hours more to my little girl's 21st birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

course is coming to an end next wednesday, cant bear to leave this place man. one of the best training institute in the army already. sian, dont even know how life will be when i get posted out. hopefully all things go well and im still able to eat sleep lift! HAHAHA!

and damn, life is bored without a camera phone. cant take pics when you suddenly wish to, cant take pics when you didnt bring your digicam. oh fuck man...

had dinner with my girl family and relatives last night

purpose of the dinner was an early celebration for my little girl 21st birthday

im like so excited the entire day man, just so afraid that i'll get clumsy and spill something or break something. although not my first time eating with her family, but its my first time with her relatives! her relatives are nice to me and introduced themselves to me la, they know me before i even know them. thats so wierd, all thanks to facebook!

HAHAHAH


right now, im feeling like a puffed up teddy bear
i've hit 102KG on the scale with my gym attire on
i feel like a fucking balloon now, i wish i could diet now, but my schedule is just so packed, i hardly got time to sit down to even read the papers during weekdays. as bad as it sounds, but im still enjoying my life as i get to do the things i love, i seriously cant complain anymore.

today is national day, but im not even feeling the atmosphere of it.
its so wierd, maybe thats what happen as the years passed and i grow older.
everything changes, im now contemplating if i should go and study again or go straight to the working society after my NS, if i were to study again, it wont be at Ngee Ann, but rather i'll try to enroll into Sports & Exercise Science in Republic Poly.
i just wish to do something i'm interested in...

shall see how it goes ba, so many things to re-consider if im back to study, need to get a part time job to survive also.
fuck it.
HOW HOW HOW???!?!?

all thanks to weekend guard duty tomorrow. i cant even enjoy my sunday. its gonna be a 24hours duty till monday morning and get back to work in the afternoon. damn... but i shall not complain so much since im lucky enough to be sitting in the office and picking up calls/issueing visitor passes. HAHAHAHA


i seriously hate it when my diet gets fucked. kept on consoling myself that it will only be for 1 day! 1 day!