3wks had past
4wks more to go.
i hate army, but there isnt anything i can do about it.
finally i got a confirmed status yesterday after they did an x-ray on my spine. its concluded that my spine is out of alignment from my pelvic bone.
finally i got a confirmed status yesterday after they did an x-ray on my spine. its concluded that my spine is out of alignment from my pelvic bone.
thats what the medical officer told me.
how great!!
im officially excused from RMJ, HEAVYLOAD, UNIFORM and can only do light duties!
how great!!
im officially excused from RMJ, HEAVYLOAD, UNIFORM and can only do light duties!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
hell yeah!!
next week is my field camp, 4 days 3 nights in the fucking forest... i dont know how am i gonna survive through that with all the shit food provided, but at least im aware that i will only be there to observe but not participate in the activities due to my back injury. the only thing that sucks is that i'll be feeding mosquitos there since i will only be in my t-shirt/shorts instead of uniform... hopefully no camo cream for me also
damn...
at times i'm so stressed up in the army.
hell yeah!!
next week is my field camp, 4 days 3 nights in the fucking forest... i dont know how am i gonna survive through that with all the shit food provided, but at least im aware that i will only be there to observe but not participate in the activities due to my back injury. the only thing that sucks is that i'll be feeding mosquitos there since i will only be in my t-shirt/shorts instead of uniform... hopefully no camo cream for me also
damn...
at times i'm so stressed up in the army.
i dunno why, seriously its driving me crazy at times, but i kept telling myself to go through it once and for all.
i nearly wanted to go 'Out Of Training' as i couldnt stand the shit thats going on anymore, i see 5yrs of my hardwork being wasted off in just a few weeks, how depressing it can get, nobody will understand how im feeling.
as of last week, i lost 3kg
fucking hell.
to some it isnt alot, but 3kg lost is fucking obvious on me.
fuck
i get homesick
i miss my mum
i miss my little girl
and i miss my friends along with the weights
just 4 more fucking weeks is all i had to go through and hopefully things will be better after i get posted out.
sigh....
when can i train and eat normally again....
im sick of those rubbish like food in the army, only on a few lucky days, i get big drums sticks for my meals.
fuck, and i cant stand the sight of hokkien mee, cha kway tiao and fried rice in the fucking morning for breakfast!!!!
its fucking disgusting, thank god there is still bread for me which i'm still able to choke it down.
seriously, my fucking diet food is much more better than those meals served in tekong with so much gravy and make me feel lik puking after eating. fucked up!
i nearly wanted to go 'Out Of Training' as i couldnt stand the shit thats going on anymore, i see 5yrs of my hardwork being wasted off in just a few weeks, how depressing it can get, nobody will understand how im feeling.
as of last week, i lost 3kg
fucking hell.
to some it isnt alot, but 3kg lost is fucking obvious on me.
fuck
i get homesick
i miss my mum
i miss my little girl
and i miss my friends along with the weights
just 4 more fucking weeks is all i had to go through and hopefully things will be better after i get posted out.
sigh....
when can i train and eat normally again....
im sick of those rubbish like food in the army, only on a few lucky days, i get big drums sticks for my meals.
fuck, and i cant stand the sight of hokkien mee, cha kway tiao and fried rice in the fucking morning for breakfast!!!!
its fucking disgusting, thank god there is still bread for me which i'm still able to choke it down.
seriously, my fucking diet food is much more better than those meals served in tekong with so much gravy and make me feel lik puking after eating. fucked up!
