seems like blogger has a problem when posting, theres no more templates??? cant even upload a pic up here..

anyway, it just feels so wierd to be posted to a new camp, without the welfare we used to get when we are still in the training institute. just cant wait to be attached out to somewhere nearer to my house. As for now, its just about me adapting to a new place again, i hate changes and i really hate it, luckily my diet isnt screwed upside down yet.

im so damn poor now, i dont even have the mood or rather MONEY to go to town and check ION out, i wanna buy clothes but its seriously so hard to save up these days, just meeting my girl for a decent meal on saturdays is all i could afford for now.. sighh.... 1.5weeks more for next aloowance...damn it!

3.5hours more to my little girl's 21st birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

course is coming to an end next wednesday, cant bear to leave this place man. one of the best training institute in the army already. sian, dont even know how life will be when i get posted out. hopefully all things go well and im still able to eat sleep lift! HAHAHA!

and damn, life is bored without a camera phone. cant take pics when you suddenly wish to, cant take pics when you didnt bring your digicam. oh fuck man...

had dinner with my girl family and relatives last night

purpose of the dinner was an early celebration for my little girl 21st birthday

im like so excited the entire day man, just so afraid that i'll get clumsy and spill something or break something. although not my first time eating with her family, but its my first time with her relatives! her relatives are nice to me and introduced themselves to me la, they know me before i even know them. thats so wierd, all thanks to facebook!

HAHAHAH


right now, im feeling like a puffed up teddy bear
i've hit 102KG on the scale with my gym attire on
i feel like a fucking balloon now, i wish i could diet now, but my schedule is just so packed, i hardly got time to sit down to even read the papers during weekdays. as bad as it sounds, but im still enjoying my life as i get to do the things i love, i seriously cant complain anymore.

today is national day, but im not even feeling the atmosphere of it.
its so wierd, maybe thats what happen as the years passed and i grow older.
everything changes, im now contemplating if i should go and study again or go straight to the working society after my NS, if i were to study again, it wont be at Ngee Ann, but rather i'll try to enroll into Sports & Exercise Science in Republic Poly.
i just wish to do something i'm interested in...

shall see how it goes ba, so many things to re-consider if im back to study, need to get a part time job to survive also.
fuck it.
HOW HOW HOW???!?!?

all thanks to weekend guard duty tomorrow. i cant even enjoy my sunday. its gonna be a 24hours duty till monday morning and get back to work in the afternoon. damn... but i shall not complain so much since im lucky enough to be sitting in the office and picking up calls/issueing visitor passes. HAHAHAHA


i seriously hate it when my diet gets fucked. kept on consoling myself that it will only be for 1 day! 1 day!