bodybuilding, my girl and army

trying to balance everything out now too; its tough but i believe i can do it.

first week at my new vocation
nothing of a woo-ha

so many breaks are given to us daily
9am - teabreak

12pm - lunch

3pm - teabreak
5.30pm - book out!
at least im able to consume my meals now, and i've been packing meals there since day 1.
=)

anyway
i'm back in the gym training hard again

current weight is 95kg
its the good old bulking phase and i wish i can make full use of it, although army may be a factor hindering my progress, but fuck it. i will do it for whatever it takes.

lets see if im able to do it to reach 100kg..
i'm back for redemption!
HAHAHA

alright,

back from a long break and its time to report back next monday. So far i've enjoyed my block leave and i hate going back to camp.
training and eating normally again then suddenly it may be disrupted again...

damn shit feeling.
no wonder coach once said

"you'll be losing muscle and gaining fats in the army"

how true... fuck it...

anyway,
i'm being posted to Ayer Rajah Camp as a technician which is to repair tanks... The only thing that i like is its stay out which means i can go home everyday and hopefully hit the gym too. the only thing which i hope wont happen frequently is late release from camp!

HAHAHA

oh ya!
another problem i got is my meals... !

i know im fucking picky and troublesome but i just hate it when my diet gets mess around like fuck.. Heard from my fren that there will be tea-breaks in the morning and another in the late afternoon, if that is for real i'll get to bodybuild like i use to already..

3 meals will be easily solved in there!

shall not have so high hopes yet, go in see see first...
guess i shall not complain much since i get to sleep on my own comfy bed every night!!
WOOOO!!

P.O.C LOH!

finally BMT had come to an end...

as much as i hate NS, i cant deny that i've made several good friends in there and enjoyed the stay with them through the 7weeks.

field camp was seriously the shit!
4days in the forest, eating whatever i can, 2 packs of combat ration at one go. some wont even eat and pass it to me, yup, it taste bad but it wont hurt me either. i am what i am now with a reason and i dont fucking care how bad it taste, i'll choke it down just for the sake of getting the calories in to at least try my best to maintain whatever i have. thats who i am and what i live for....

the best part of BMT is when we trashed other companies during games day, we were the champions for tug of war and the champions for mascot competition. shame on those guys who looked down on us as PES C!
especially those mohawk guys, irritating faggs.
HAHAHA

so here i am, with 2 weeks of leave before i get posted to my new unit. finally i can get a huge BREAK from those junk food in tekong. but i still gotta thank my friends/buddies who 'donated' their bits and pieces of meat to me every meal.

as for now, i'll be going back to my usual diet and training while waiting for my posting, thats the best i can do for now...
sigh....