the event is awesome, got to cheer our friends on and finally got to see the standard of people i may be competing nxt yr or in the near future.
i believed that i've made a gd decision by withdrawing from this competition at 3wks out . the lineup of my competitors this yr is fucking tough, total of 13 competitors, only 6 gets into the finals. the highest amount of competitors in a category this yr.
some may call me a pussy for withdrawing 2nd time in a row, some came up to me asking why didnt i compete this yr?
the ANSWER is simple - LACK OF TIME TO DIET DOWN
whats the point of going up on stage when my body is not conditioned enough? i know my abs wun be clearly visible on the day of show with the blurry abs i have at 3wks out. blame it on the federation for releasing the date of comp only 2.5mths b4 the day of competition.
though the feeling standing on stage is incredible, but it will even be more incredible if i know i've brought the best package with me.
no worries people, nxt year will never be the same.
will try my very best to compete nxt yr.
