its just 12hours from now that i'll be in tekong with my parents.
today has been a really emotional day for me
accompanied my girl for almost 1/2 of the day, helped her assemble a new table, eat our lunch/dinner together, enjoying the time we have before i enlist tomorrow.
shes been the girl that is always by my side for almost 1.5yrs, going through most of the ups and downs in my life last year.
i'll miss ya baby!!
another thing that has been bothering me is bodybuilding
how the fuck am i gonna train in there? how the fuck am i gonna eat in there?? how the fuck am i gonna survive starving through the day???
it sucks to the core that it takes months to gain every ounce, every pound of muscle, but to lose it just takes merely a few weeks or days
i dunno how the fuck am i gonna handle it
people can laugh at me for all they wan when i shrink or become fat, but i'll be back for redemption in a while!
i swear!!
fuck!
as i packed my stuff yesterday, it seems very little actually if you follow by the list given, but not for me man.
i'm bringing in 2 tins of oats, 1 tub of protein and a box of Oreos , hopefully i can make full use of them and save my body!
anyway, heres pics of my last day at work
thanks Jenny for bringing her digicam on that day!
Jenny with me and the big fish!
Kimmy!
customer's favourite girl!
Jian Hong!
one of the jokers who i fool around with in the kitchen..
JianHong, Shaun, Jenny and May!
With our good supervisor Justin who orders my favourite 'nata de coco' for us to eat! and now he doesnt have to worry bout his salmon everyday. cos i'm no longer there!
i'll miss it.. serious...
fish n co, although very stingy but a really nice and memorable place to work at.
=)
as i blog this post, i feel so depress yet fustrated at the same time, i hate NS, i dunno how am i gonna love it man.
dont tell me NS is to mature me or serve the nation for pride and honour, i dont need these bullshit to grow me up.
fuck it man.
take care everyone and i'll be back soon!
BYE!
