Sunday, June 8, 2008

at times
i just feel that the father-son bond is so fucked.

how i wish i got a dad
that is ever supportive.
that helps you when you're down

i didnt even get
this kind of treatment from my dad AT ALL.
all he does is criticise,demoralise,look down on me.
spoiling my fucking mood right in morning.

SO WHAT IF FATHER DAY IS COMING?!
YOU EXPECT A TREAT FROM ME?
YOU CALLED ME A 'DISGRACE' COS I DIDNT?
WAT KIND OF DOG-CRAP IS THIS?!?!

YOU DIDNT EVEN GIVE ME ANYTHING!
NOT EVEN ON MY BIRTHDAY!
YOU DIDNT SUPPORT ME IN WHATEVER I DO!
YOU DIDNT EVEN GAVE ME ANY ALLOWANCE!
YOU DIDNT SPARE ME $$ WHEN I NEEDED IT!
ALL YOU FUCKING DO IS CRITICISE ME!??!
ALL YOU DO IS ASK ME TO WORK WORK WORK SINCE WHEN??
AT THE AGE OF 12???
FUCK YOU!


YOU LOVE TO COMPARE ME TO YOUR FRIEND'S SON.
HA!
FINALLY TODAY
I TOOK UP THE COURAGE
COMPARING YOU TO MY FRIEND'S FATHER.
I DUN GIVE A FUCK NOW.
KICK ME OUT OF THE HOUSE IF U FEEL LIKE.

i swear.
if i got a child in the future.
i'll not make him feel so drifted away from me.
like how i feel now.

at times
i even feel that im closer to my friends than my dad.
im not trying to be sarcastic
but thats how i feel.
fuck it is all i can.

MY MUM IS ALL I EVER REMEMBER THAT SUPPORTED ME!
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