FUCK IT IS ALL I CAN SAY
pls let me know if the comp is still on?
sigh...
so much time.
so much hardwork.
so much so much of dedication.
this is all the fuck i ended up with.
WTF
FUCK THIS ORGANISATION.
some say its stil on.
some say its in november
some say its no longer on.
but from the words of the ppl in the organisation.
its a "NO MORE"
SO WTF?
WHICH ONE EXACTLY?!?!?
when i can compete.
when i can compete.
i didnt
when i wan to compete.
there isnt
FUCK IT!
NO ONE CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW DISAPPOOINTED IM FEELING NOW.
NO ONE CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW DISAPPOOINTED IM FEELING NOW.
ITS NOT BOUT WINNING OR WHAT.
ITS BOUT THE SACRIFICES, THE HARDWORK I PUT IN AND HOPING TO COMPETE FOR 1 LAST TIME AS A JUNIOR.
FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT!
JUST FEEL LIK TOTAL CRAP NOW.
ARGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
